it happened

it has been a minute since my last post...actually it has been a minute since i have done anything normal...i got the job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so happy to have a teaching gig...wish it was high school but, beggars can't be choosers at this point and i have to believe i am there for a reason.  but, i haven't been able to do anything since i started...i actually spent my labor day in my classroom making lesson plans and trying to keep my head above water as not to drown in the sea of unpreparedness....i just caught up on three weeks of uncrate.com [which is a website i love but, it is blocked at school...which is wise, i guess]...i actually posted one thing on facebook [which i still need to just close down]...and i have cleaned up all the emails sitting in my gmail accounts [is 5 gmail accounts too many?]...i still don't have time to fix my damaged jump drive or do dishes or wash clothes...actually dishes and clothes and cleaning my house were other tasks that invaded my labor day weekend....it seems like those tasks will be relegated to the weekend...as much as i don't want to be poor, i don't know that i really want to work...i mean, i know it is a necessity to pay bills and provide for my wee one but, if i can find a way to set my own hours and enjoy more of my life...what do i really remember about the past three weeks...just that i made sure everything that was due was turned in before it was do...nothing else, did not see friends, spend extra time with the wee one, do any art, ride my bike, go outside....nothing eat, sleep, school and due dates...i have got to get my shit organized....as soon as my finances have bounced back from no j.o.b. this summer...vacation is on....i am going to use every fall break, spring break, long weekend, christmas break, thanksgiving and summer vacation...i mean actually use them and do something so that i won't feel like life is just whizzing by and i haven't had any time to enjoy it or make any memories or do anything...it seems like everything is a blur these days....gotta go for now, promise it won't be so long...gotta schedule in my life somewhere... ;)