still waiting...

there is something to be said for a clean house...not my favorite thing to do by any means but, it just makes you feel like your in control and like you could entertain guests if you had some plus there is something to be said for laying in a cool, crisp bed with freshly-washed sheets-knowing that you have a spotless house [at least for the time being or until your child comes home]...i spent this morning cleaning up my tiny apartment...garbage, dishes..the works...it seems like once you start then everything else just looks dirty so you have to do it all...it makes you feel accomplished and it helps time to pass while you are still waiting for that call about that job i really really really...did i mention really want...i broke down and called today...they still haven't decided which is good on one hand...because at least they haven't said no yet...but, i am dying to know...the not knowing is totally stressing me out...i have the makings of a tremendously, disgusting cold sore...i hate that i get cold sores when i get stressed out...at least i can say yeah for abreva...because that really works but sometimes it seems like my body is determined to give me a cold sore...i can stop one so that another starts elsewhere and so on...until one finally thwarts me and breaks out on my face...yuck!